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:: Wednesday, August 27, 2003 ::
Update after a Long Absence
Well, its been ages since I last scribbled in my blog - over a month, so I thought I'd finally get round to doing an update.
I am, as you can see, alive...but not all that well. Work's fine (at least I think so), but personal life is in something of a mess. Ha! It always is.
I thought I was over Liz, but frankly, I'm not. Even though I know she's shagging Brandon (guy at work), I find it hard to let go. I wish I knew how to let go, but it just seems that I can't. I guess everything would be different if Miss Right turned up tomorrow, but I think the likelihood of that happening is zero.
When I was 16, I had girls tripping over me...and I still did when I was 18...and even when I was 19. What has gone so badly awry now I'm 21? I think I'm turning into some kind of asshole. Maybe things will be different when I start again at a different uni, but who can say? All anyone can offer is simple platitude and hollow promises.
I'm more of an emotional mess now than I've ever been - and not in some kind of silly, superficial way. This has been eating away at me for a long time now, and I don't usually do the emotional crappy thing...I'm very level-headed and clear-thinking normally. Thank the army for that. But, increasingly, I feel isolated from the world around me. I don't know what it is about me, but I feel like something is wrong.
Anyway, there's my update. I'll be back on the Blog trail regularly from now on :)
:: Plod 23:03 [+] ::
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